Funny....

(This blog appears in my Friendster blog, tabula rasa undone ... my not so explored passion, more than two years ago.)

21 April 2007

Funny….

Filed under: justaboutanything — cristyjones @ 8:34 pm

I came across the lines of a song that goes something like this, "When the ones you shared your memories with don’t even remember your birthday….", it got me into thinking. Why? I went through this…once. And I’m still struck with something like pain deep in my gut even if it happened many months ago. I guess there’s just no replacing one’s closest friend - one’s bestfriend. I can also relate with yet another line of a song, "You don’t miss the water ’til the well runs dry…" Sure, that line is easy to understand but it’s got more meaning to me now. Whew! LIFE. And what’s even more inspiring is that I’d go through the same experience again - now I know I can. Sure, my life went akimbo once but I know that I’m good at surviving in limbo and I have just proven that to myself. LIFE is indeed beautiful … especially if we do not forget to bring our sunscreen! hehehehehe. Gotcha!!!

The Sorcerer

(This blog appears in my Friendster blog, tabula rasa undone ... my not so explored passion, more than two years ago. This was written at a time when I thought I understood about relationships and their endings but it turned out that I still had some bitterness in me so I just had to let it out. When I look back now, those were really good experiences: the relationship and everything that happened after. I can no longer remember most of the emotions that led me to write the words below, though. What I do remember is there is a huge time gap between my writing this and the time I posted this first in my Friendster blog.)

1 June 2007

The Sorcerer

Filed under: justaboutanything — cristyjones @ 7:09 pm

Thoughts of her never calmed me

I have always been uneasy

When I learned about her

Something’s just not right

It didn’t click right

And true enough things

Started their downhill ride

And you turned to her

Things were becoming bleak

For me as each day passes

Until I lost you – though not totally – yet

Still she continues to wield her power

Widening the chasm between us

And then she used her best potion – friendship

She cons me into admitting

That times with you were the best

And she used this knowledge

To permanently pull us apart

Yet despite her charm, despite her subtle ways

I managed to look through to her

And I saw that her purpose

Is to wreak havoc

To our lives

And leaves us to pick up the pieces

But I can’t – not totally

Because she left me with a curse

She took you away from me…

Forever…

And still you believe her…

The sorcerer…

Whisper of the Heart

(This blog appears in my Friendster blog, tabula rasa undone ... my not so explored passion, more than two years ago.)

12 July 2007

Whisper of the Heart

Filed under: justaboutanything — cristyjones @ 8:21 am

I was browsing through the movie page of tv links hoping to see a movie that would interest me. Something did catch my eye! Whisper of the Heart - hhmmmm… interesting! Was I in for a surprise! Why? Well, you’ve got to see it to know… ^-^

bonne nuit à tous et dormez bien from moi

Bitter….sweet??? - gourd is more like it ;-)

(This blog appears in my Friendster blog, tabula rasa undone ... my not so explored passion, more than two years ago after reflecting on relationships.)

11 August 2007

Bitter….sweet??? - gourd is more like it ;-)

Filed under: Uncategorized — cristyjones @ 8:43 am

Postponing to realize a goal could prove detrimental - VERY detrimental - especially if the reason is inorder to let something happen with someone who you thought at that time was special.

Believe me, I was in that boat once and no matter how I wish to turn back the hands of time just to undo everything in that time frame, I obviously can’t. So I did my best to learn to live with it and I did.

Looking back, postponing to realize a goal wasn’t so bad after all because I now have something better - not the best but better.

I just wish I didn’t do it for you.